T R U T H

So if living in the words means what it says, what is that life? I can't write the words then critique them any more than I've done. So what if a grad student took on lvlovers.com as her thesis and spent a coupla months actually reading it and interpreting the images? That's something I am intellectually capable of doing it myself but I confess I don't always know what I intended to convey. The proselytizing, philosophizing, the rambling, the cutsie stuff - is there any congruity? The cut & paste, mangling pixels - art or product testing? My grad student would never meet me to avoid the jitbag factor driving her conclusions. My hope would that there's a best of in the mix and that could be the telling. Homepage/Facebook mania notwithstanding, seven years of posting shit should be more than that guy who spent hours every single day for 8 years on a pencil sketch of Richard Avedon's portrait photo of Marilyn Monroe revealing his story. Do I just need someone to tell me that among these postings is some good shit? Not really feeling that. It's just my mythological side asking the Gods if my dick's the right size. That and personal disappointment that I care so little about my particular passion that I leave it in first draft form.

more hi8s - Top of the Lake? wasted a good performance by Elisabeth Moss.

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